Tommy Dorfman's debut memoir, Maybe This Will Save Me, released on May 27, 2025, by Hanover Square Press, offers a profound exploration of addiction, identity, and personal transformation. Structured uniquely through the lens of a tarot card reading, the memoir delves into Dorfman's journey from a tumultuous adolescence to sobriety and self-acceptance.
In the book, Dorfman candidly recounts her teenage years marked by substance abuse, detailing experiences with drugs and alcohol that began at a young age. She describes herself as a "coke-monster tornado" from ages 12 to 21, leading to a pivotal decision to seek rehabilitation in Long Island, New York according to people.com
The memoir also addresses the complexities of memory in recounting past traumas and addiction. Dorfman engaged in extensive research, revisiting childhood places and consulting with friends, family, and former therapists to piece together an accurate narrative.
Beyond addiction, Maybe This Will Save Me explores Dorfman's experiences with gender identity and her transition, providing insight into her personal growth and the challenges faced along the way. The memoir serves as a testament to resilience and the ongoing journey of self-discovery.
Dorfman's intention with this memoir is to destigmatize addiction and offer solace to those facing similar struggles. By sharing her story, she hopes to foster empathy and understanding, emphasizing that no one is truly alone in their journey toward healing .